Checkin
Hey World. Just getting back in from a long day. I had a great time at work. I'm getting better and really getting into this life of an actor. It's very similar to my life as Martin Luther McCoy, not just the role itself but the approach to living. Acting. Often times I've acted tougher than I was or Cooler than I needed to be or harsher than I've wanted to or some kind of action that was Acting as opposed to me being 100% real with it. Maybe we all do from time to time and some just more than others but I must admit, the pursuit of self mastery turns me on. Saul told me about this feeling a while back...That Acting was simply another form of self mastery. I agree. See, onstage I seek to be that untouchable yet very human force that drives women wild and gets the fellas to come see my shows in equal number. It's about the celebration really but I'm a competitor. All my leaps forward in this life have happened from Trial by Fire experiences and this film opportunity is no exception. I'm LOVIN IT. I'm loving the long hours, the days of preparing before hand only to arrive at the set and have Julie change the scene completely and we have to dig on a new concept and nail right there on the spot. I'm diggin the camaraderie amongst the cast and crew. People look out for me in ways that I don't even know about but trust and believe that I'm doing my share of looking out as well. Balance in all things! I'm digging how my diet has changed and since, I haven't really seen or felt one day of sickness or failing health and I've been out late or up early in the freezing east coast cold weather many or morning/late night. I Love It! cuz at the end of it all, I see my work. I see her vision coming to life. My character wasn't originally written for a young Mac Nanamous cat like myself, I have Julie Taymor to thank for that. And since she has taken the chance on me, I'm giving her as well as myself 150% at all times just because that's what it takes to make magic happen and trust me yall, she's catching some magical moments.
Joe Cocker! He Killed his parts. Just came to the studio and NAILED his song. Came to the set and blew EVERYONE'S mind with his uncanny timing and innate sense of the moment. BONO came to the set sick from a murderous show at the world famous Madison Square and was sharp and witty and engaging when he didn't have to be. Something about this woman we are working for makes us feel as if we are working with her and not to mention the producers of Team Todd and Matt Gross and the executives...It's just flowing. That's all I can say.
I'm itching for new material. I have a few hundred ideas to flush out on my days off coming up and then I have to run to Japan right quick to handle some business and catch up with Momo. I'm looking forward to that trip even if it's only for a few ticks. Then back to work for more demanding scenes and musical performances. Yall stay tuned. The events of the world have escaped my grasp as I've been lost in this project for so long but I'm about to get cable TV so I'll be doing some catching up soon. Be well. God Bless and thank you for stopping by.
ML