movin sux..
Ya boy's spirit is kind a low.
I'm just a vagabond at times and it takes its toll on my uplifted spirit..like adds 1000 lbs weights on my wings..
Moving out. Moved out should I say. Now I'm all jacked up with a gang of stuff at a friends place.
I'm too old for this.
Cant do the roommate thing. I walk around naked too much for that.
TMI
my bad
My sister was in town and I'm very glad she got a glimpse of the ol rest spot. It was a pleasure to entertain her and her
friends.
Making way for the new.. blindly.
I have Faith in these Desolate times... Terrence Trent D'Arby..he rocks a new name these days..I forget but his talent is
Un Forgettable.
I have some auditions coming up. I need to stick around here in NY for that. I'm supposed to be in LA soon to make some acquaintances... I'm a mood monster. When my mood is down..it's Down
And I hate to be around folks. I'm an isolationist these days too.
I smile less and less as if my teeth are black and I'm ashamed to share a smile. Can't explain that but I'm working on me.
I know how stressed I am cuz im on a slippery slope with finances and I can't find the light of day so I could feel comfortable about something. i'm huddled around a space heater listening to Albert King.
I feel a dark side of me coming to the front again. I've surpressed this angst for some time but I think I have to exercise this demon or fully embrace it so that I can be fearless and free to exist un encumbered by anything. Only I can stop me and I'm writing a new song... ''Dreaming without brakes'' cuz that's what it's about.
anyway, moving sux..
pee's
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u can live with someone as long as they walk around naked too. that's my philosophy anyway ;)
we often forget to take Me Time Out
ya best piss those demons out before they eat ya up!
and remember ~ we still here for ya . . .
ms hendrix
ML,
You hang in their now! Times are tough but things will get Better! Right! Release all of your music to the world, by internet! Screw the Record Companies.
Unleash that Demon!
Thataboy!
boy is a white racist word" Michael Evans
lol
I'm over it. No pity party here yall. Some days I don't feel like being upful and bright but if it's all right..it got to be all night..
Been heavy on my Marley. I was a Rasta in a future life.
Been in the studio all night. Good ting a gwan..
no pity party...we all have our moments...just the fact you can share it shows your ability to process....thanks for sharing...I can relate.....I don't know if no get into horoscope........ur cancer right
CANCER (June 21-July 20): You most likely need a small vacation, time away from pressures and burdens experienced this past months, especially these last weeks. Do whatever is needed to place yourself on solid financial ground. Be cautious, save if you can, resolve old debts, and study astrology as a way out of your present emotional crisis. The mental soothes and balances us.
Cancer (June 21 - July 22)
Your February Horoscope by Susan Miller
Dear Cancer, the news that you will receive near the full moon February 2 may leave you agitated about a financial matter. Alas, conditions won't improve until after you get past February 10, another difficult day, when Saturn will conjoin the Sun, also in a monetary part of your chart (second house). Reality will bite and any misconceptions you had about your own resources will be corrected. You may have to reorganize, restructure, or make completely new financial arrangements. If so, you'll have the perfect opportunity to do so in the days that follow the appearance of the new moon, February 17.
Until then, stay cool, even though it won't be easy to do so. Spend time conjuring up a variety of possible solutions because one solution could actually turn out to be quite original. With Neptune in your house of shared resources, there seems to be a financial situation that has been clouded or that you simply aren't viewing realistically. It's also possible that someone you are negotiating with is trying to pull the wool over your eyes by not presenting all the facts.
Stay alert and be present in all decisions that affect your financials this month. If you rely on others, it appears that your partners will not make decisions that entirely please you. Ask questions and show interest.
You may feel at a disadvantage because you will be unable to control the direction that the talks go. This won't always be the case, but admittedly, the cards you are holding aren't all that strong. You will have to wheel and deal a little, letting go of some points and sticking on others in an attempt to compromise.
Mars is now in your opposite sign of Capricorn, not an easy place for you to host Mars, but until Mars moves on at month's end, smile quietly and make concessions. If you choose your battles carefully, and stick to your guns on the questions that really matter to you, you will win the points that matter most.
Although the past weeks may have been trying, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Once you get to February 25, Mars will move on to Aquarius, a far easier place for you to deal with this energetic planet. Although you may continue to have a difference of opinion with a partner over financial matters, at least money will be the ONLY bone of contention. These days the areas of conflict seem to be all over the place, extending beyond just financial ones.
If you are trying to come to a fair division of property in a divorce, you may find this month that the path to settlement is a rocky one. Ditto if you are trying to get paid for uncollected funds or back child support. An inheritance, commission, tax bill, or question over an insurance payback could have you in limbo or feeling angry or frustrated. Mars in Aquarius will zoom through your eighth house of other people's money, indicating there could be a battle over these sums until you reach April 6.
It's sometimes comforting to know when the problems end. By then - April 6 - you will have fleshed out every possible question.
If you have been struggling with finances for a long time, the topic of bankruptcy may come up now. Of course, you will want to do whatever you can to avoid taking that drastic step. See if you can get help from a kind, professional, and non-judgmental financial advisor. If you can get to April 6 without declaring bankruptcy, you will have a good chance of seeing your way out of the forest.
You probably have been fantasizing about having a little time off, and you can find it at month's end, possibly by planning a spontaneous trip away. The Sun will move into Pisces by then, joining Venus and Mercury already there, adding up to a superb time to take a vacation. You may wonder, if money is tight, how could I go? The answer is that money is not necessarily tight - only for some. If it is for you, you will have a lovely new moon to help you pack and go, possibly when a relative who adores you - an aunt or uncle perhaps - sends you a ticket to come visit. You have Uranus (surprise), in the house of long distance travel, along with Venus (fun) and Mercury (news), so regarding travel, anything is possible. Saturn is opposing Neptune however, so you may have a project or goal to complete if you do pack and go.
Earlier you and I talked about how you may feel that the control isn't quite in your hands in terms of close business associates. You will find, even in matters of love, with Mars opposing your Sun, that it will be your steady partner that sets the tone and who will drive your relationship forward. You seem to find this arrangement agreeable, although later you may reconsider this stance. For now, if it feels right, sit back and enjoy being fussed over.
Valentine's Day should be all you want it to be. With the moon in your opposite sign of Capricorn, and Venus so sweetly angled to sexy Mars, you should really enjoy the surprises your one-and-only brings you. In fact, you may even decide to get married on this magical day for lovers.
If you have no special someone, Pluto's positive position near February 17 hints that you'll have a romantic meeting with someone you meet on the job, such as when you meet an attractive new coworker or supplier. You may meet while browsing in a bookshop, or while engaging in a sport or at the gym. With so many fabulous options, it looks like with just a little effort, you won't be alone for long.
Best romantic days: February 13, 14, 17, 22, 25 - 26
Summary
A shortfall of spending money will find you at the peak of frustration at the full moon February 2. Talk to your banker, family, or friends to see if anyone has any ideas about how you can generate cash quickly. One configuration in your chart suggests that a female friend might recommend a source that never occurred to you.
With Neptune conjunct the Sun in a financial sector of your chart, an artistic service or product you turn out could put you back in the black. You might take a creative talent and parlay it into a real moneymaking operation, so keep your eyes open for your chance to do this. Certain ideas will come easily but don't stop there - brainstorm for more. If you play your cards right, by the new moon, February 17, your phone should be ringing with new, paying customers.
In matters of romance and in business, you have commitment on the brain. If you've been dating a certain person a while, you may be ready to exchange rings and promises. Mars' position shows that you will be around your one-and-only quite a bit. With more interaction there is always the possibility for disagreement - should that happen, don't necessarily take it as a bad sign.
Realize that nobody gets along with everyone all of the time. Don't run from conflict, but welcome it. Only by exchanging views and meditating about what was said will you strengthen your bond. Your partner may at times appear needy. Relationships are never 50 - 50 either. This month you may have to do more to keep it on an even keel, but in time, that situation may be reversed, so stay cheerful.
Finally, expect a very interesting text message on February 28.
thats a whole lot 1972
thx. i'll not remember any of it and hope that it is some how applicable. My subconscious got it all.
Some of it seems applicable. Time is steady laughing.
Interest rates steady mounting. PFFT ...what ever..
I'm steady creating. Im in effect so lets dance shall we.
All aborttttt! The Night Train
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